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2006-01-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

CHANGED address.
http://illuminatedconfession.blogspot.com
re-link me, THANKS(:

2006-01-07T06:32:00.000-08:00

IT'S CCA FAIR TODAY!only 11 trackers came, under the REQUEST of our new teacher.so we came down at 0730a.m.and blow balloons.hundres of balloons (using pump, if we ever our breath, we would die before CCA Fair). so we got all the balloons done by 9a.m? meantime was briefing them about what to say and distribute the work.some in charge of tying balloons.some in charge of putting the nails into the balloons and some had to blunt the nails.MING HWEE SLEPT and she completely don't know that CCA FAIR EXISTED.so i called her brother to wake her up.so she's late. we get everything prepared really fast.Emeline took some banner from her class as our table cloth! and we hang our spikes (6 spike shoes), 1 baton and 2 PL jersey (pri and secondary). we had competition posters and number tags on the table and about other spikes and spikes screw and batons! so ard 10++, those secondary 1 students came out.at first, our registration form was EMPTY.and our first registered runner is from ROYSTH PRIMARY TRACK AND FIELD TEAM.then we had phyllis Kwan and other PL Primary runners.our greatest achievement of the CCA Fair is that EVERYONE WANTS THE BALLOON :D but we didn't have anymore to give out.because we got so many spike nails but no more balloon.CCA Fair was fun overall.and SWEET(:
During the cca fair was damn funny.lizard and don;t know who person came to hide under our booth.and they keep hiding and hiding.to avoid teachers.Sheryl, YUNLU MUMMY and Yujun came to support us.YUNLU contributed a packet of mentors sweet to the track team (track do not have fund to pay her, so she GOT TO contribute) we packed up and take everything down, OUR NICE BANNER.and we went for lunch at heartland.before i buy my food, Yunlu was sitting beside me, after that, she's gone.
My oldest sister called me to go shopping.so i agreed.and she came with my second older and older sister and my mum to fetch me from heartlandto Tampines Mall.i didn't want to wear my shoe to there.but FORTUNATELY, my sister's car got another pair of slippers! so i wore them(: we were getting working suit for my second older sister because she's going to work.and also so new year clothes.i only bought a purple skirt.thinking back, the shirt was quite nice.but too bad, we left the shop already.bought a billabong slipper and nothing else.i slept in the car, was damn tired.

2005-12-31T06:45:00.000-08:00

ARGH ARGH ARGH.i'm so so so so bloody pissed off now.my mother went malaysia.and my maid told me she'll only come back today 10p.m and i called my mum she's coming back tmr.i've alreadu wasted my afternoon doing nothing so i thought of going countdown and MY MAID SAID NO!WHAT THE.and i went to my sister room i wanted to use the com.she said later then ask me to use my mum's com which is so LAO POK.still WINDOWS MESSENGER.she's SO SO SELFISH.worst thing is SHE BITCH ABT ME.WHAT KIND OF SISTER I HAVE.ARGH ARGH ARGH.

2005-12-29T04:48:00.000-08:00

my mother said she isn't going Genting anymore.she dashed my hopes of going countdown and going out and whatsoever.ARGH ARGH.why can't she just go Genting?!what a last minute.Christmas's already bad enough for me, sleeping at home.and now it's worst.

p.s. i pierced another earhole.

2005-12-27T11:44:00.000-08:00

It's over in an unwilling way for both of us.
Those words will be in my mind.
I'm sorry. Find yourself a better one.

2005-12-24T07:45:00.000-08:00

WHEEE.merry christmas EVE! * claps.
bbq at home just ended.WHEEEE.so cool.ate so much because my maqid keep feeding me.
and i just drank a cup of white wine.COOL!my wholeface turned red.TSK TSK. i cant hold my alcohol.i'm SWINGING abt.i need to bath and sleep.i want to drink second cup! but my sister stopped.ARGH.
10 more minutes to CHRISTMAS.merry christmas!

* i called xav and wished him merry christmas at 11:43p.m!HAHA

2005-12-21T23:41:00.000-08:00

today is THURSDAY.in the past, thursdays suppose to be a happy day.but now, it's a boring day. staying at home doing nothing.even if i want to go out. my parents will start nagging and nagging and nagging.
to MUMMY and DADDY if you'r reading this :
Holidays are for students, like me to relax and enjoy because we've given out a lot during exams and tests. so shouldn't you just let me out and don't nag at the same time? once school re-open, you think i got the chance to go out.NEVR MIND. I LOVE YOU.

had training ystd.skip one trng because i was sick.MR FOO LIED TO ME! he said that if i do long run then my flu will be gone, in fact, it became WORST! he just wants me to start trng on time.ARGH.haha.did my warm up.i could bend better, like my back isn't very pain.WHEEEE.did the bamboo thingy after warm up.MY LEGS ARE SHORT!between 2 bamboo sticks, i stepped twice.HEHE and i got no knee lift.ARGH ARGH.ngee ann were having their trial.COOL damn fast.i did 5 sets of 400m, i feel happy (: first time i did quite fast.timing ard 1min30 i min20, to me, quite fast.HEHE.did cool down later.i'm dying already. Mr Foo. keep giving way to me because i'm a SICK GIRL.hehehe.benefit of being sick.

1 more day(:

2005-12-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK.poor me.i eat healthy, and i exercise regularly,BUT i'm SICK!.thanks(:

2005-12-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

RUMORS and rumors and RUMORS and RUMORS and rumors.

2005-12-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

WHEEE. i'm hyper now. suppose to sleep, just took a panadol. but the computer seduced me(:
ZELIA'S COMPO IS SO NICE! but it's out of point.
haha.I'm just so nice.never mind.
Went lunch with hong chow, nigel and LULU at yoshi, as usual.I'M LATE! so i entered into Yoshi.and there, i saw hong chow nigel and lulu.hong chow stood up, he wanted to change place with me. There, i got the biggest shock of the year. HONG CHOW SLIM DOWN! he's like so slim now.So many things to catch up as we didnt meet for a long long long time.and hong chow was like saying yunlu changed to be more mature.YUNLU WENT MAD.she started laughing with her spoon in her mouth.and hong chow regretted saying that but later he was like, " Never mind, you're worse in the past." HAHA.and that counter at Yoshi said that nigel put on weight! HAHA.yunlu is BAI ZHAN JI because she not only became fairer she became FATTER.we're like damn lame.we were drinking the drink and inside there's some "sperm-like" jelly and we started shooting one another.
after lunch we went to walk about, like damn sian. HONG CHOW OWN ME CHRISTMAS PRESENT. and he's buying the chocolate at cold storage - 10g for 99cents.and there's 6 type of chocolate, he's going to buy each 100g. all together will be 99cents x 10 x 6 = $59.40.thanks HONG CHOW(: in advance.HAHA.we went cold storage. and walked around and yunlu acted like a BIG FOOL of the day. after that, we went home.waited for the bus and everyone stand under the sun. obviously hong chow and nigel's hair was brownish because they dyed.and yunlu was so crazy to dye her hair that she used chocolate! (:
went home after that and found out that i lost my hair tie.ARGH,thanks to that itching hand who open my pouch.

2005-12-08T03:25:00.000-08:00

WHEEE.Went out today with xavier, charissa, danica, gwynna and zhichen.It was quite okay.We went for lunch at foodcourt and i was the slowest. (: 5 pairs of eyes looking at me.HOW DO I EAT IN PEACE?! But i stopped eating anyway, was too full.went to the ARCADE afterthat.Xavier and I went to play photohunt and some other game we got first for the game "Funky Monkey" HAHA.He went down to meet his friends and stuff and i went to play car racing with gwy and dan and i helped them pay! i was 2nd! gwynna, LAST! HAHAHA.so Xavier came back and we went to watched the movie, Aeon Flux.was quite okay, not a MUST WATCH movie, confusing.But it's quite cool because it was so high tech.went home after that, promised my Dad to be home early.so i reached home quite early.
What a nice day (:

2005-12-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

BLOGGING now.I FOUND MY BOOKS! which i left it at the bus stop LAST MONDAY.hahaha.was in a rush and forgot all about my books which i put it on the seat with my showbag.when the bus come,i just took my shoebag and board the bus.but my sister's friend saw it and take it to her mum's shop/so get it from there.WHEEEE.so lucky because i got a LUCKY STAR.but, i'm a jinx ):
TRNG was okay lah.my whole week is filled with things reguarding track.mon wed and fri is trng days.tues and thurs help mr lim out at Compassvale Primary.feel so lousy as every trng past.going slower and slower and slower and SLOWER.hate it.today during trng, felt so hyper at first but towards the end.i'm SO SO SO depress for whatever reason i don't know.
GOAL : GOOD knee lift.

shall stop here.speechless except for a I MISS YOU (:

2005-12-02T08:12:00.001-08:00

I LOST MY WALLET, but got it back(:
had lunch in the afternoon with xavier.he treat me! haha.THANKS(: then he sent me to my trng.haha.and i lost my wallet on the way there.i wasn't really sad or whatsoever.maybe i was used to it or smth.when i reached ngee ann poly.i don't know but i started being scared.thinking about the things i got to buy, an atm card, an ez-link card and a new wallet.but i called to terminate my atm card under the influence of alvi and caryn and a ngee ann guy.so i terminated it.and i called sbs to cancel my ez-link card but that person encourage me to try to find it first because i cant activate it anymore if i cancel it.so i was like okay lor.she gave me ang mo kio interchange number but there was no 76 service there, it was suppose to be yio chu kang.then called yio chu kang interchange.asked them if they found any wallet.and they ask for my name so i was like jessica and the person said, "yip min yi?" i was so happy but he said " wait a moment, i'll check." but in the end they really got my wallet.
trng was okay lah.did weights today then ran 3.2km then cool down.cant wait to go to the interchange to get back my wallet.oh ya.THANKS DU TI - LEE SONG LIM FOR THAT $3.30.haha.i shant say you're short anymore (: HAHA.
reached yio chu kang interchange but didnt know where was the passenger service place.it was a weird place man.the mrt station is in between the bus interchange passenger service and the bus interchange.and the passenger serivce is located INSDIE the canteen.so i got a hard time finding it.and i actually went round and round that place to find for some door that lead to the office but didnt expect the door to be in the canteen.and i went back home.WHEEEEE.lucky day(:

2005-11-23T08:13:00.001-08:00

today's my UNLUCKY day.
1) i bought the wrong jersey form the mizuno warehouse it was meant for boys and i only realised it today when i changed into it for trng because the hole was so big that i can see my sports bra.so ophillia lent me her black jersey.THANKS OPHIL!
2) i did extra work for trng.mid/long dist runners suppose to do 5 sets of 400m and short dist is 8x50m relay.and have to complete 2 rounds.so each person run 800m altogether.and jasmine wasn't feeling well so mr lim called me to take over her place and i ran one round.i thought it was the last thing of trng.but he called me to do 2 more sets of 400m because i only did 3.it was so so tiring.
3) sarah pris and i took 62 home.and it was so so crowded.and we were somewhere in the middle of the entrance and exit but closer to the entrance.so sarah and i were abt to stop.so we decided to go by the front and that bus driver said cannot, so we walked to the back. it was so cramp so we took a long time but still cant go out.and that bus driver just close the exit door and drive off.so both of us have to walk one stop to our house and my house is further!

WHAT A DAY.i'm already damn tired for trng and i got to walk more back to my house.and worst. i got to carry the whole track team track shirt home which is about 30?but my BEAR made my day (: and YOU!

2005-11-23T08:13:00.000-08:00

2005-11-14T07:10:00.000-08:00

updating my blog.FORCED by SOMEONE.holidays is quite okay until now except for all the homewk.
went for MEGA CAMP.it rocks.esp P.I.E.
FIRST DAY: we're did high element but before that.everyone's given an egg to look after for the next 4 days.during the high element, one of our team mate broke her egg in her track pants while doing the mohawk wall.it was quite fun.the shower cubicle's curtain only cover 3/4 of the cubicle.the toilets is manual flush.the place where we eat is like 5 star.with logs as chair and our thigh as table.some funny things happened.ethel was hit by a jackfruit when she was standing under the jackfruit tree.that time, she was practising the song , "amen amen amen AMEN." and by the 4th AMEN, the jackfruit dropped.when we were having dinner, her nose bleed, miss gan bought her to the clinic.we have some treasure hunt lah.and when we find everything, we're suppose to do a banner and a 'torch' like those in survivor.after that, we went to sleep!CHUA YEELING, disturb my sleep and she sleep until damn funny.

SECOND DAY: woke up at 6 bintan time.had breakfast and did our trail.the only good thing is that i didnt get a lot of mosquito bites.one of doreen's shoe fell into the mud.deep deep in and that person (????) helped her to pick it up.the purpose of the trail is actually to find the way out.and there's a hornet drill.where everyone's suppose to lie flat down.YEELING crack her egg inside her pants.HAHHA.so we walk walk walk and walk.we finally reached.thinking that it'll end there.it's like NOT NOT NOT going to end there.when we reach the "end" we were so tired.waiting for COURAGE to come.but we decided to go first.this is where the obstacles come.we got to climb really steep place.it was damn tiring.as i'm the logistics ic.i got to hold onto theMAP, my own bottle and my egg!! which cracked.i almost fall once because it was so so steep.soon we reached! before the trail, i asked pris how was it and she said , "nothing lah, when you go in your shoe white white come out black black." haha.it's TRUE. went back and wash up and we had lunch.after that, all the mega campers went to the function room to attend some workshop.one is on project management another is, erm.i don't know.was quite fun.except that i'm sleepy.after the workshop.we went to bath and eat our dinner.after that we had a night confidence walk.all of us were lead to a beach and we got to walk back from the beach to our campsite through this jungle area.not really jungle.but surrounded by trees.and in the middle.that jeremy came out to scare people.we went in 2s.so it took a long time when everyone finish because we won't get to see the person in front of us or behind us.and we got to go in 2s for 105 people.eve made me a sand marble and i made her one.and when we shook hand with ms gan, ms gan went "eeeee" and wipe her hands on our shirt because it was sandy.the whole of pie reached the beach and discuss about our item on campfire night.after that, we went back to our tent for supper and sleep.i hate the rock underneath me.

THIRD DAY: woke up at 6:10a.m. so tired.i almost couldn't wake up.ate our breakfast and then went to KAYAK.it was fun.we get to kayak to a place where we can see coral reefs.eve vomitted a few times.it was tiring.after that we went 'rafting' we didnt really get to raft.because our raft didnt work! haha.so, NEVER ASK PIE TO BUILD A RAFT.we went back to bath and we pratically rush to bath rush to eat.RUSH RUSH RUSH to the workshop.cant rmb the workshop.i only rmb the "BOOO, are you okay?" haha.after the workshop.stayed in the conference room to perform our skit.after that.we went to the beach for our CAMPFIRE."campfire's burning now, campfire's burning now,BURNing now, BURN BURN BURN BURN!"ate our bbq dinner and the campfire start.sang songs and we all performed.PIE performed a short skit which is called "the 10 do nots" and it includes Do not stand under a jackfruit tree.Do not ask pie to make a raft. Do not use the work bomb in bintan. Do not cheer for miss gan when she's doing trustfall.Do not listen to Uncle Sanath when doing mohawk wall and blah blah blah.it was quite good.and funny.3 groups did skit and 1 sang and dance and 2 cheered.it was drizzling abit and there were lightnings ard.when it was going to end.everyone sang the sad song which goes, "OH it was sad, oh it was sad,it was sad-- when the big ship went down to the bottom and the husband and the wife and the children lost their lives.it was sad when the big ship went down. OH it was sad....." we sang that many many times, about 10?hahha.we didnt want the campfire to stop.but it stopped in the end.because it was raining, we slept in the function room.with AIR-CON!

FORTH DAY: woke up at 6 and went back to our campsite to pack up.and eat our breakfast and unpitch our tent.and we had a talk and we went back.to the ferry terminal.i slept on the ferry.my sis had seasick.
MEGA CAMP`05 (:

shall talk about trng now.trng have been quite okay.better than the trng at bishan. because at ngee ann poly.we have those ngee ann people to push us and we kind of like follow their trng.and SONG LIM that bamboo keep saying i'm a fatso.and he push my head.a lot of people didnt attend trng.some because their parents object because ngee ann is too far.some because they simply don't want.pris and I are trying to get the team to come trng but it's not easy.not only that, we also want them to have positive attitude towards track.guess i got to face this as a challenge which god have give me,a BIG one.
shall stop here.i need my BEAUTY SLEEP (:

2005-10-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

HOORAY! exams are FINALLY over over OVER! hahaha.today is 17th oct. i'm so stress today. i need to do like SO SO SO many things.one of which is to oragnise the SAFARI @ PL. 2C1 is going to open a booth!(: selling all kinds of drinks so people rmb to come down and drink (: HAHA

2005-10-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

woke up at 3a.m today and slept at 1a.m.
Thursday had 4 hours of sleep
Friday had 3 hours of sleep
Monday had 2 hours of sleep
should I thank my maid for feeding my so much ystd that i had a fever today? haha.yesterday, my mum came back from malaysia,and she bought fried squids and crab.and i ate quite a lot of squid and my maid keep feeding me with crab.so i was so bloated.was so tired so decided to sleep first, wake up later to study.
1 chapter - 10 minutes
24 chapters - 240 minutes (4 hours)
so i got to wake up so early to study. i woke up and felt so sick.so i took my measure my temp. was 37.7 then 37.8 then 38.1.
din know whether i should go school to take the paper but went school in the end.after assembly, madeline took my to the sickbay to rest.Mrs Lim past by and i told her like how sick i was and stuff.OH GOD.i just LOVE her (: she went to take thermometer for me, she prepared an ice bag for me, she went to get some sweets for me so i'll feel more awake and she even help me tell the invigilator and form teacher that i wasn't well. THANKS MRS LIM! sometimes, i feel that she's like my mother, nagging nagging at me.HAHA.
at 8:30a.m took the exam, Mrs Ong - our invigilator gave me a cup of water and she asked me to drink.felt so weird.like who drink in a cup in class? haha. but i still drank it. during the paper, i was in pain, my head is like so pain. after all the thinking for geog paper.so went home and on the way home, my head is so so so pain. reached home and slept immediately. just hope that i can be well by tomorrow so i can go out. PRAY HARD for me :D

2005-10-07T01:03:00.000-07:00

3rd Oct 2005 -1) English Paper 2
4th Oct 2005 -2) History
5th Oct 2005 -3) Maths
6th Oct 2005 -4) Literature
7th Oct 2005 -5) Science
10th Oct 2005 - 6) Geography
11th Oct 2005 -7) Chinese Paper 2
supposed to have trng today.but i'm too tired and pris and sarah didnt wanted to go because the decided to study at the very last minutes?! so called amelia.had a hard time contacting Mr.Lim because i guess he's not at home. i page wrongly! like suppose to end with a * i keep paging him with a #.good thing he understand that i'm tired due to exams.only had 23 hours of sleep in 5 days.lack of 17 hours of sleep.slept at 2.30a.m today and woke up at 5.30a.m to study chem.was talking with wynn on the phone at 2:30a.m and also before that because whatever i don't know i'll call her and vice versa.
English paper is quite okay. History also, except i didnt have time to finish one 8-mark question. and i wrote the Malaysian's PM as tunku ALI MOHAMMAD.poor priscilla. she didnt complete 2 "to what extent.." qn and so she lost 20 marks.
PRISCILLA: nvm.i let you talk to MY chio bu (: haha.
Maths Paper 1 was okay except that i didnt study graph and i don't know how to find the coordinates. Paper 2 nearly took my life away, was doing halfway that i thought of jumping down! because i sat near to the window and it was killing my brain cells. throughout the paper it was like... "OOPS.question 2 don't know how to do skip.then do 3(a) then skip skip skip then go question 5 then skip some parts then go 6 then back to 2 ." so i n the end i don't know which one i've done.but i know i skipped alot and many people cried after the paper.MATHS.argh.one thing for sure is that i'll either get a single digit or 2 digit below 18 for Paper 2 upon 50.
Literature. spent an hour doing 1 question. was writing and writing and writing.skipped question 2 and went to the unseen section.chose prose because the poem's question is to name the deviced used which i'm really lousy at.so did prose.wrote a whole load of crap.took about40 minutes to do part 1 and 2 of the question but left the 3rd one blank.went back to section 2 which is also another crap essay i wrote. last 5 minutes was reserved for the prose part 3. my handwriting was like so horrible. i think the teacher will look for me one day and ask me about all the words that can't be seen.
Science was quite okay not that difficult and not that easy either. except for some stupid questions and my answer is so unique.everyone's anwser is either Beaker A, B or C. but mine's "the beaker with the least reaction" and "the beaker that produces hydrogen gas." didnt read a question properly, in the end put red blood cell and white blood cell when they asked about blood vessels.i even wanted to put PLANT CELL.
Next week will be having Geography paper - hate this subject! fail me TWICE! and Chinese which i plan to study all the han zi within a day.
AFTER 11th OCT will be my honeymoon time (: haha.21st Oct 2005 will be Lake's day because i'm going to bring him to school.

Today, the 5 puppies are 1 month 7 day old (:

BROWN (:

2005-09-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

i'm so so so pissed off today.miss lie diao me because i forgot to bring worksheet?! what the hell.like what so good about those guys. people like the pig sucker fish rhino and monkey.like how attractive can they be that when they make noise she doesnt scold.WHAT THE HELL.CHILL~why should i pay $75 every month when the teacher just focus on GUYS? and why should i pay $75 to get diao-ed by her. WHY i'm i so unlucky. fortunately, this is the last week i'm attending her tuition.not next month not next yr.and i also need not see those animals.
i've been so unlucky these few days. firstly, my money was stolen. $12.then i miss the bus at the interchange which i usually won't after school.then my files was cprrupted and i gotta re-do my WHOLE art.what unlucky freak i am.
have been doing my art.sian.finally finish but not the last 2 section.sad.
just fed my puppies.they're growing bigger and bigger everyday.prolfile of my dogs:
1) LAKE is the oldest of the 5 puppies.and he's mine. he's born naturally and is the biggest ONCE.
2) GLOW is the second oldest.BIG SISTER is she. she's brown in colour and is the biggest size.
3) BROWN is the cutest among all. named brown because she's brown!
4) TRICS is a female.she was named trics because the word comes from a triangle.she have a white patch of triangle fur on her body
5) CUBE is the one who learn how to walk on 4 legs the fastest. she's also the smallest size and was named cube because it came from the word square.
how i wish.

2005-09-22T10:02:00.000-07:00

time now is 1;02a.m. guess i'll have less than 5 hours of sleep. feeling so down now.tried opening all the file that i saved, but couldn't. the computer says that the file was corrupted and stuff.so whatever i've done ystd and was all gone. mayb about 8-10 hours or work? today was a really unlucky day for me. first, my money was stolen again. $12. second, when i was reaching the interchange, 158 reversed out so i missed it. third. all the work i've done had been corrupted?! cant stand it. wonder if it's a blessing in disguise? my mother wanted to buy me a mp3 because i was rather sad and she wanted to buy me one so next time i can save my work inside and not depend on tat lousy thumbdrive.hate that thumbdrive.so i'm trying to rush my art now.yup (:

2005-09-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

another year since i last blogged.haha.have been mugging these few days.but a slow one.going to start muggingfor history after blogging.time now is 12.59a.m.was forced to wake up ard 12 today because those mahjong peeps came my hse at like 10?! nothing really happen.except lake (puppy) haven been drinking any milk.he didnt drink much ystd.so's today.hope he'll grow.glow and trics have become bigger and bigger.forever drinking milk.seeing those puppies growing everday.there's a meaning in coming home early as well.studies haven been okay but rather slow until now.i only finished my geog and maths.science,chinese,lit and history to go.what a long way to study.hmmm.as i've planned.i'll take 10 days to finish history.2 days for chinese.3 days for lit and 8 days for science.total of 21 days.but there's obviously really no time.so i gotta work hard.training have been tiring at ngee ann.weights weights weights for internal power.i'm just gonna train hard for next year because this year's national have been the greatest nightmare.shall stop here.if not i'll never start on my history.

2005-09-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

years since i last blogged.was thinking to blog before i go to my grandpa's wake. ystd was the mizuno 2005 10km run. was jogging for 7km and i walked for 3 km.was sick when i was running.didnt know nigel was behind me.with my sister.after the run, was so tired. was too lazy to queue for the goodie shir because the queue was so long so i waited.when the queue was short, i went to collect. so sad there isnt my size left only L.so took L.the shirt was quite nice.like it.this is the second time i travelled 10km by foot! (: today had trng at east coast.wasnt a compulsory trng.was sick so couldnt train but mr lim wants me to go down and see what the trng was like.it was quite fun.they look as if they were playing instead of trng.haha.me and amelia were picking seashells and writing "amelia loves jessica" "jessica loves amelia" everywhere.haha.went parkway afterwards with quite a number people, ate the creamy chicken pasta.couldnt finish all.after that when and shop ard and went home. exams are coming how i wish it was a month ago.i dun think i could have the time to finish studying.

2005-07-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

SONICFEST2005 ROCKS!
it was just. GREAT!
some MAJOR things that happened.
-wynn and i got interviewed.but we din know channel was that.or mayb it's just for that person's record.
- chloe, faith,joanne and me got sonicflood's autograph!

it was really cool there.all about singing and dancing.singing. dancing.singing dancing!

2005-07-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

today. 2c1 celebrated kar mun's farewell.she's leaving on 4th august.so we had a farewell party for her.went down at maplewood park at 0230 to get things started.decorated the place.and 0430 it offically start.kinda difficult to get them together to play.but we had fun playing.had an IRRITATING experience at the bball.went back to play zong ji mi ma.and then we played water bomb.THANKS to dearest joelle i'm all wet.she pour the whole bag of water on me.so i was wet.and i went to hug her (: when i was going to get water from the tap for washing hands.i wanted the pail to be half filled with water.in the end i cant close the tap!i keep turning super hard but it just cant stop flowing! good thing this blagah person help me.so i change my impression of them (: haha.somebody called my name while i was trying my best to pull the thingy out.so here to say HELLO to THAT person who say hi to me.we started bbq-ing quite early.i didnt bbq.too lazy.played bball instead.there's this STALKER at the park.he keeps following us.to get water.back to the park.starting ire.he just keep staring FOR HOURS.so i pulled joelle along with me and i started asking that uncle why is he always ard.then he said he he had his dinner and want to walk ard.then joelle asked him why he keep following us then he say he wants to see what we doing and we walked away.so ard night time 0830.that man started jogging.zelia followed him for a round/then abt 10 of us follow him for the rest od the rounds until he got so irritated.haha.yuhui took the tongs and hold a plastic cup and hold those thing up high like the olmypic.haha/super funny.and 4 of the group stand infront of the man hnd in hand to block the way.and another 4 behind to block.so he was kinda stucked in between. (:
KARMUN. thanks for doing SO SO SO much as the monitress.hahha.cant bear you to leave for china.rmb to write letter to me and visit me. with PANDAS! (:

2005-07-18T03:26:00.000-07:00

I HAD MY WORST EXPERIENCE AT CHUA CHU KANG TODAY.
it all begin with priscilla tay calling me on saturday to ask me if i could go to chua chu kang stdium on monday to get my school's finalists' number tag stamped.so that they could run on the final day.they din know earlier on until alvina's siter told her.and i got to go alone! i called ming hwee and she couldnt make it.din wan to call yunlu.becoz she's having her 'o's.so it was confirmed i got to go alone on monday-today, was also racial harmony day! i worn sarong kebaya.went sku to change.after sku change back to shorts and shirt becoz i think i'll be going to trng if i could rush from chua chu kang to ngee ann poly.wynn helped me to bring my sarong kebaya back.THANKS WYNN! after that waited until 0215.was packing my stuff and waiting for yujun's number tag.in the end it was quitelate so i decided to go off and yujun also went off without passing me her number tag.took 55 to bishan.bought chicken floss bread from breadtalk.and took the mrt from bishan to yew tee.took abt 45 minutes.including waiting time becoz i missed the first train/took the second one.was reading my magazine -seventeen. read this story.was quite sad.that guy committed suicide.after 45 minutes.reached yew tee! finally.and the time was abt 0345.i walked to the bus stop.not sure of what bus to take.crossed over to take 302.waited for quite a while 302 came.board and realise it was the wrong bus!!!!so i stop at the next stop and wait for a while and took the bus back to the mrt station.cross the road AGAIN and waited for 307.waited for abt half an hour and it's like everytime that 302 comes.everyone would take that bus.so i look at the board to see what bus service they have.IN THE END THEY DIN HAVE 307.so i wasted half an hour waiting for a bus that wasnt at that stop.time was abt 0430.walked to chua chu kang stadium instead.i lost my way on the way there.but managed to find it.reached there in about 20 minutes.many cars came out when i was walking into the carpark.and i think i recognise one of the official driving out.i went in.IT WAS EMPTY!NO BODY AT ALL.i went up to the grandstand and look.NOBODY.went down to the call room.NOBODY.went to the booth.NOBODY.i seriously wanted to cry that time.becoz i was totally HELPLESS.so i decided to go home instead.so took the bus to chua chu kang mrt and took to ang mo kio.zelia called me when i was in the mrt.she wanted to remind me to bring scissor to cut her hair tmr.but in the end.we chat until i reached ang mo kio.AND THAT GUY WHO SIT BESIDE ME ON THE TRAIN have a BAD bad breath.he and his friend was from thailand i guess.they talk a language which i dun understand.reached home at ard 6.was so so so tired.what a WASTED AFTERNOON.all thanks to priscilla for giving me wrong information because THEY COULD STAMP THEIR NUMBER TAGS ON THAT DAY ITSELF BY 1P.M!!

2005-07-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

my race was totally screwed up.
i dunno whats with me.i tried so hard to pace and follow.
but i cant.
i'm sorry.

2005-07-01T03:46:00.000-07:00

HAIZ.really sad.had the miss congeniality pagent.haiz.although we got third.i really think we don't deserve.firstly, my speech was totally screwed up.because i totally nervous so i forgot my lines.and i was like "erm.yah.yah.yah" ARGH.wynn's catwalk was okay.only that she forgot to walk back.see.with this how can we get third?HAIZ.although we put in a lot of effort.and did 2 suit because the other torn.and i went wynn's house till 1130 to make the costume.i think we don't deserve it.the warrior.the tinklebell and the elf should get it.haiz haiz haiz.i don;t want to get a prize i don't think i deserve it.it's like.totally worthless!i should have let zeli go up as her english is FAR better than mine.HAIZ.it was like totally embarassing one part where i was introducing wynn's top and i accidentally point at her breast!and everyone started laughing.HAIZ.
after school.went to play basketball.was playing like super siao.bang around.shoot around but it doesn't get in.
AHHHHH.I'M DEPRESSED.so i shant blog anymore.

2005-06-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

this week trng is on mondae tuesdae and thurs.kinda IRREGULAR.we always had trng on 1 3 5.now is 1 2 4.anywae.did 1 set of 1500m 800m and 400m.sucks lah.but i promise people that i'll try my best to run.thats also my wish.train hard.first step to achieve your goal is to LOVE TRNG.haha.so I LOVE TRNG! hahaha.i was running my 1500m the other time.when i was tinking abt what mr foo said.he say the of the rest of the round follow your whatever.so when i was running the 2nd to 3rd round.i just moved faster.but timing wasnt good but at least improved.oops.gotta sleep now.tmr i'm having trng and tuition.mayb o'll just skip.too tired (:

2005-06-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

WHEEE.training was okay today.did 4 sets of 800m.hmmm.not really good.HAIZ.i'm really not prepared for nationals.after 4 sets of 800m did 4 sets of 200m.but the second set i was slacking.i only run 100m then i sneak to the water cooler to drink water.the weather is just so hot!after that did cool down.was about 0415 le.and guess what.MR LIM ASKED US TO DO 4X400M.ike right after we finish our cool down.argh.waste our energy.effort and time to cool down.so he asked us hurry.so changed back into the spikes and went to the starting point.jespreet was our first runner.followed by yu ning. qian wei and then me.some of the actual runner was not here.jaspreet was quite okay.only the distance between the CHIJ katong pri gal is quite far.so we were behind.haha.next was yu ning.she was good.she manage to close up the gap smaller.like about 5-10m apart.then is qian wei.was about the same.but we were still behind.soon it was my turn.i dunno why but there's a feeling that i should sprint all the way.so i didnt even think whether i can still run te last 100m and sprint all the way.and really.i cant sprint the last part.but it was like the slow down pace.and the happier thing was my timing is 68 SECONDS!hahaha.that made today training happy (:
during the second set of 800m.i suddenly feel like shitting.so i went toilet.but tt damn person in the toilet just wouldnt come out.so i didnt shit and did my second set.straight after the second set.i try going to the toilet.haha.i took so long to shit.mayb i'm suffering from consitpation.haha.oh ya.another funny thing.the pri sku gals.they were going crazy when they realise i was doing speedwork.they were like "i also want to do.i also want to do." and they're really crazy doing speedwork.and the worst thing is those seng keng people was also laughing?i wonder whats there tp laugh.HAHA.
after trng we went mac.super funny.i went to trick alvina into 'feeling' the sauce coz i got tricked before.haha.in the hand i push her hand down and she kena.then i run to the toilet.so did she.she was quite behind me.when she open the door.she tot it ws me and she gave a BOO!in the end she scare the toilet cleaner!and the toilet cleaner was quite old.HAHAHA.and when i was alway.sarah put curry sauce into alvina's sprite.and she drank it!hahaha.and sarah shoot ice at me and i shoot at her back.it was damn damn damn funny at mac.after mac.we went J8 and shop ard and then on the bus.oh god.it was super crazy on the bus.sarah started acting cute.and i also acted cute coz i ask her to and both of us started acting cute! i was totally disgusted.so i played this slapping game with alvina.she got slapped by me so many times! and she slap me once only.
WHAT A FUN DAY AFTER TRNG (:

2005-06-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

YUCK YUCK YUCK..this damn girl in my school.i really wonder if she has brain.people have gay partner. she also have.people like NYP.she also like.such a copycat. whats more.she sae i act cute infront of guys.whose the one lar.95% of the testi she write is for guys.trying to act NOT CUTE infront of the camera.YOU CANT.coz you're not een cut.although you try to act. and whats with your pair of eyes. it's always shitting!pls buy a toilet bowl for it.and some TISSUE PAPER to clean it.such a disgusting freak.and the reason why you dropped from express to normal.it's simply because YOU keep flirting with guys.you must be feeling weird if you skip going to the PLCC bball court.cant seduce any guys.SAD FOR YOU.just accept that piece of fact that YOU'RE NOT SEDUCTIVE.and shut that BIG FAT MOUTH OF YOUR.i wonder if you're a hippo in your past life.whole day sabo people/don't you have better things to do?like to seduce guys.oh.YOU CANT.PLEASE PLEASE study will you? or else you'll just drop to normal tech.and you went plcc EVERYDAY.don't you just have a simple basketball skill.HAHA.dont try so hard to seduce.do some sports lar.so what if you're quite skinny.THEY'RE ALL NOTHING BUT FATS FAT AND MORE FATS.you got no muscles at all.thats why you can go any sports.including BASKETBALL.go do some tiji lar.follow those oh ba san.cause you're one of them.hahaha.CONCLUSION : you're just a super low class frog in the well freak who have a hollow head because you're brainless and fat frog that cant jump out of well because you've got no muscle.DUMB ASS.

2005-06-21T05:44:00.001-07:00

had trng ystd at ngee ann.i left house at 0230.no one's going trng.becoz.argh.dun mention.onc ei mention my blood boil.now i noe the reason why pl track never achieve any results.so.i went with yujun.hmmm.she said i was like damn devoted to track becoz trng starts around 0430-0500 and i went at 0300.haha.so i went to her house.i learn how to play a song.erm.is.i forgot lar.i just hope i still noe how to plae tt song.haha.so.4p.m arrived and we went to take the bus.and we're late in the end.haha.trng was damn tired.i had a headahce.becoz i slept in the bus facing the sun.haha.i did 5 sets of 400m and 4 sets of 800m.can die lor.after trng.i bought brownie! haha.and chips and a cup of zapple.reached home around 9.becoz i waited for 20 minutes.so many mosquito bites.
watched mr and mrs smith on sunday.it was nice! the way they kill people.shoot and drive.WOAH.

2005-06-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

2005-06-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

trng was kinda alright today.i was suppose to wear my jersey to train.but then mr lim ask me to wear my white shirt to train.so i gotta wear.which means after trng i'll haf to wear my jersey home.
came from trng.actualy i could be home ard 0800++.i took the one hour bus from ngee ann poly back to hougang and den wait for my parents to fetch me home from there.they brought me to heartland mall with my other 2 sisters.and i'm wearing my fbt and my jersey?so they went guardian first.they wanted to buy tummitrim (for my sister and mother).but they didnt sell dere.so they went watsons.we bought so many things dere.haha.my parents bought one box of tummitrim.my sister bought whitening cream and proactiv acne treatment.i bought the clean and clear one. which is SOO much cheaper than hers.hers is like $30+ mine is only $5.haha.den i was walking ard.and i suddenly rmb they sell dis cream for breast enlargement so i went round searching for it.but cant ): went to pay.we bought a weighing scale too.since my mother always say that the weighing scale in my sis room is wrong.its just tt she cant take the fact that THAT'S her weight (: we went giordano.and bought 5 shirts.and HOME.
oh ya.when we were going heartland.this car behind us were like beep beep beep super long and loud.and my father got off the car!! i tot what would happen.i tot he would go and scold the person.but he didnt.he open the boots.telling him that our car is spoilt and stop for quite a while.the lorry beside us is like foreve not moving.so we blocked the passage way for cars (: after that my father just went into the car to sit for a couple of minutes and go behind to close the boots and den find a parking lot.it was like way COOL.and crazy.
on the way home.my parents.i guess they're possess.they on the music super loud in the car.it's like those sportscar.or motorbike.on super loud and outside people can hear.so they on that loud.and they start singing and dancing in the car! my sis and i decided to join in.so we echo.the song was like 'qin ren' by huang ping yuan.it was damn damn damn funny.reaching home.my dad got a call.actually he lower the volume.my naughty mother go increase the volume super loud and start dancing.and the way she dance.i laugh till my mouth aches.and my dad aso started dancing.super CRAZY PARENTS.when we reached home.they lower the volume.so the niehgbour wun throw rotten eggs down (:

2005-06-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

went ngee ann for training today.seems there's no improvement when i go training at bishan.ngee ann trng was rather tiring.training starts at 0430-0500.so we started to warm up and.only me and yunlu and priscilla went.we didnt straight away do our event.we did some slope running.run up the slope 10 sets.den we went back.the time was abt 6p.m. we started doing our event.i was the only pl long dis. runner.i was doing my 1500m and mr im ask me run with tt dunman guy.but i always ask him go first.i wouldn't do really well.the organ besides my stomach alway hurts.haiz.with this kinda condition.how am i ever going to run nationals?it's suppose to be an advantage for me.but i cant even run well!so we finish everything about 0715.went toilet.we heard fighting noises outside.den me amelia yunlu went "don't fight lar." "are you all fighting?" "don't come in hor." den when we go out.we saw lots of guy holding dis boy.and the boy was like "i never steal i never steal" and the other guy went "f--k you lar.i saw you peeping into her bag just now." "blah blah blah" and we walked away.went cold storage to eat some things.reached the bus stop at 0800.and den took the bus and i reached home ard 0900.kinda late arr.

i was just thinking.what if one day, i couldn't run anymore.i'll maybe cry till i flood the whole of china.

2005-06-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

woo-hooooo.
i just played tai di and 'ban luck' some kuku spelling lar.
playe with my sisters.brother in law.father and even my mother.hahaha.i won money! but they refuse to pay.ARGH.
and i was fighting with my sis about who should get the $4 coz she got 'nor lien' too.but i'm the banker and she's the player.she ownself wants to open her card.so the $4 should be MINE.but she insist it's hers.
we played mahjong on saturdae.and i zha hu.haha. gambling is nice (:

went to plae bball ystd.was like a mtch.but with rachel's friends. we got thrashed! sad sad sad.i'm like a kuku head? i accidentally hit nigel's head with the ball.and the len of his spects came off.i accidentally flip priscilla's brother spects on the floor.so i was chasing him to return his spects but he just went all the way to shoot the ball in.i accidentally throw the ball to the other team members.haha.in the end. WE LOST!

i'm tooo lazy to blog now/really tired.i only noe my family members are like.singapore great sale mayb you'll see them snatching for stuff.my sis bought 'yu shan' - dis food with raaw fish in vinger and sesame oil.so it was kinda nice and they.haiz.open one packet everyone chiong to eat.and just within minutes they finish.open another one the same ting happen.hahaha.my family is just weird.ever heard of parents gambling with their children?

2005-06-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOANNE
who turns her sweet 15 on JUNE 8
she's away for camp.SAD

i feelas if i'm slacking for trng.i dunno why.just cant run well.
after trng went to eat lunch. didnt noe wat to eat so i just eat century egg porrigde with mince meat.
dis yujun keep saying "yucks! century egg is socked inside the horse urine for a century!"
so in the end.i didnt eat the century egg.it's kinda disgusting to imagining you're tasting horse urine?
after eating.yunlu went fairprice with me.bought drinks and went home.
OH YA.
YUNLU CONFESSED TO ME.SHE ACTUALLY PROPOSED TO ME BUT I REJECTED HER.
HAHA. (:

to yunlu : JUST SAY YOU LOVE ME.DUN BE SHY (:

2005-06-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOOOO.
just sent jasmine to the bus stop.she came my hse we did so many LAME THINGS.and one of them is to play neopets.haha (: i woke up at 0130 todae.jasmine and faith called me so many times.but when i tell them i'm still sleepin they put down immediately?! haha
ystd went to do cip witht he little kids.got to noe so many names.the first gali noe was MICHELLE TAN.she's so so so cute.but sahe kinda freak me out when she said she dun wanna plae and walk off to her teacher.fine.den i got another 'frend' is a indian and his name is erm.i dunno,forgot.i cant promounce it either.so we played ice breakers with the little children.after tt we got out own station.mine was soccer together wif my clique.i just hate soccer.all these gotta thanks yuhui for sabo-ing me becoz she sae i suit soccer.like which part of me looks like a ball? anywae.it was quite fun though.and the children.haiz.4 of the boys got scolded becoz they were nutty.they just wun listen to us the JIE JIE.haha.and one of them went into the female toilet.and he didnt close the door when he do his business! ahhh.GOD.later when it's time.all of them went back to the hall and we had our skit.i wrote the script (: and zelia'a our female leading role. it was QUITE successful.haha.at least those kids noe wats sportsmanship.after tt they had their refreahment.must thanks yuting and cliquefor taking their time to make all those food.anywae.michelle held my hand becoz she wanted me to brng her to the canteen! how sweet.but i cant.gotta help to close the hall thingy.and soon.2 hours gone and they left.but they're really cute.
after CIP we went to watch movie at LIDO.me and wynn watched cursed while jasmine joey and faith watched monster in law.CURSED was so freaking scary.i really gotta close my eyes and ear at times.and there was a part.where the gal bump into the guy when she turn back.only me and wynn were screaming :/ the werewolf make me worst.overall.it's scary.not suitable for people with weak heart.(:
after the movie.we went toilet.den down.waited for faith joey and jasmine to come down.den when they come down.we went to hide behind the board of poster which is like so obvious they noe it's us coz the bottom half of the board to nothing.anywae.they sent me to the taxi stand.and i got into the taxi and realise i lost my nail buffer and pen. SAD.
so i'm on my way to SGH.coz the day before i watch the show and it features about people with cancer of the nose becoz of poor air ventilation and too much smoke or smth.my WHOLE family smokes except for me.my sisters (2) .my maid and my pets.so high risk of me getting like cancer?! and i've been suffering from nose bleeding for 8 years? or even more.
reached SGH block 3.den register.iwaited for about an hour den my sis went in.den i was sleeping before she call me up.when she call me.i walked like some drunk person and accidentally bump into the pillar.haha.after tt waited more. we took the time to go to a gift shop to buy ting and delifrance.den went back.when we go back.the doctor take a look at me den sprany some thing to clean my nose and put cotton inside both of my nose.and I CANT BREATHE.so gotta breathe through my mouth.dere's a time when i was eating my bread.so i have to breathe through my nose.and i accidentally breathe the cotton inner.haha.so we gotta be back to the room in 15 minutes so we went to the gift sho to buy more things and buy the doctor a cup of coffee.ALL EXPENSES PROVIDED BY EMILY JIE.haha.and the went back.the doctor took the cotton out den the REAL THING comes.ha sprany smth to make my nose numb and he look into my nostrils.like all previous doctors he said that there was like a wound or smth in my nose.so he haf to burn my blood vessel.second time my blood vessel was burnt.but dis time.it was more pain.i just like to CRY.haha.but didnt.the ting use to burn the blood vessel is sodium nitrate?izit?i forgot.although it look pleasant and nice.but a few stoke on the affected area just hurt badly.and he put some painkiller inside my nose.haha.dis time.i really really cant breathe.the painkiller filled up my whole nostril.haha.den it's done and we went to pay and get my medicine.the painkiller was kinda liquid and it keeps dripping down and i gotta use alot of tissue.with those painkiller LIQUIFIED one.i can easily blow some bubbles out.so when we were collecting th medicine.the ting keep coming out and some blood.so i went back to the doctor.who put cotton with medicine inside and gave me a white nostril.haha.and den we sat a cab home.it was about 0630 den.and my whole nose was numb.i dun even noe it i'm touching it.haha.seriously if anyone punch me.i wouldn't noe.
dis morning.i accidentally pressed onto my right nostril.the affected area.it hurts really badly.i got no choice but to wake up.and i saw my finger with some blood.but it was not bleeding.went back to sleep.went back to sleep and woke up at 0130!

2005-06-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

just woke up.super tired
dis morning had trng.
at bishan stadium 0830
lazt trng i was late by 15 minutes and mr lim scolded me? argh
so i woke up like 0720 todae?
den i got settle like 0730?
so i was eating my breakfast quite slowly
den 0740 leave the house
i took 3 bus to go bishan stadium - 80, 24, and 53
haha.but i was still kinda late.
ok.so trng was kinda okayy lar
since we're trng wif the katong pri
did 3 sets of 800m and 50m,70m,100m and 120m speedwork.
so after trng we went mac to eat and den ya quite fun coz i was suaning jamie.dunno why i suddenly got high
me and ming hwee went mini toons to buy fake nails! and we paste it just outside mini toon
it took us long to paste everyting together coz we only got a small tube of glue for 20 nails
so 4 dropped out in the bus.and 3 at home.den another 3 while walking.
argh.soall dropped out.
so angrywaste our $3.10?
haha.nvm.it was only foor entertainment use. (:

2005-05-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

went to watch MONSTER-IN-LAW ystd at j8.
went wif emily and my sis at 12.00a.m?
the show is just so funny
haha
ended ard 2.30. and went home to sleep.
(((:

2005-05-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

went kranji battefirld trip todae for the learning journey.den was sleeping in the bus.den teacher call me up adn the whole bus looking at me.argh.i'm so embarassed to be the monitress lar.the teachr caught me filing my nails lar.den i was shouting in the food court.sad.sad.after school
went wynn's house.but went home to bath first.we watched the tale of the twin sster(or izit two).ya.forgot the name liao.we were screaming and shouting ard den jasmine is so lame.coz we were lying on the matress wif blanket over us.den faith wynn me and jasmine sharing one suddenly jasmine rasie her leg up den sae "let's see whose mountain the highest".den all our legs went up.haha.den she beside me den she so scared lar and she keep boo-ing me.joey aso another mad one.walk here and dere den luff here and dere..like suddenly went high.
stone (persie) siao one lar.she go touch my head and wynn head den wan to scare us but failed (:
den ppl watch the scary part that time she walk everywhere.zelia was like aso mad? she said she.wanted to go to the stairs dere.in the end she went to lie on jasmine and luff
faith.she was so scared.she cover her ears and watch
wynn was SOO engross in it.
so afterall I WAS THE NORMAl one.
the show was very scary.ya.
so after the show.we all went serangoon central 7-11 den the rest went off except for me and wynn and faith
the rest went the other traffic light so bye to them
den only jasmine wif us
went to buy ice-cream den jasmine walk walk walk.den i tok to her.
JESSICA: you not going home meh?
JASMINE: ya.
JESSICA: then you not taking bus meh?
JASMINE: no.taking MRT.
JESSICA: but the MRT is dere (point to the back)
JASMINE: oh ya hor.
hahaha.she so funny lar.she's the lamest gal i ever seen.and she so so so funny!
den went 7-11 buy COMBO 1 = glup+mash potato.
den walk back to wynn house.
watched 'tong xin yuan'
den wat chicken rice for dinner.den we played 'tai di'
and chat chat chat.
so at 9. her father drove me and faith back home.
sucha a fun time.

2005-05-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

haiz.went through so much thoughts during dinner.
so many so many
that i was finally made to hate YOU.or dislike
i kinda dun understand you
although you were close to me
you dunno anyting ab me
watever you noe is just sum general or my childhood infor
you dunno whose my teacher
dunno where's my trng
dunno wat event i run
dunno that i'm taking part in nats
dunno that my bank acc left $39
dunno my b'dae
and worst ting is
sumtimes, you dunno wats my age
i dunno whether is dis your illness or you just dunno me
i hate telling you that i'm sick and wants to see the doctor
you will just ask me to eat panadol drink water and rest
you never do anyting
so far.you came to my room only when you're bored or when i'm sick which is so seldom
when joanne's temp was 37.1 you already brought her to the doctor
and when my temp was 37.8
i dun even tink you noe i'm having a fever becoz you dun care although i told you already.
my medicine is always panadol and water
you didnt feed me up
all the maid that serve us did
i still rmb the time when i had a backache after the car accident
i told you and you said you'll bring me to see the doctor.but until now you didnt
i nosebleed for 8 years. but you only brought me to the doctor thrice and it still doesnt work
i need to remind you about my birthdae meet-the-parent session
i gif you form to sign.you just sign without looking inside the content and when i tell you abt the programme you scolded me for not tellin you.
when i'm sick and cnt take PE.i'm always a mother for myself.riting my own excuse letter and you sign.
if i had a choice.i wold want to live
ALONE

2005-05-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

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